Monday, December 31, 2012

Just Be ~

I may be foolish, impulsive, or just plain dumb. But, I'm one of those girls that loves on purpose, without reservation. I trust just about everyone, it's up to them to lose it. I trust them knowing that I may even get hurt. Maybe I do love too often and trust those I shouldn't. But, I want to feel everything. Everything. And, sometimes hurt is what I end up feeling. Not my favorite, of course, but I'll take it in exchange for those every-now-and-again passionately, romantical relationships or those friendships that have saved me from my own self destruction.

I accept people pretty much regardless of their quirks or issues as long as they're not haters. Past wrong doings don't even matter as long as the happiness or well-being of another hasn't been imposed upon. I just believe there are so many other factors in totalling the sum of a person.

I believe that if someone is compassionate and loving at the core of them, then I say come as you are and just...be....

Be happy. Be a badass. Be silent. Be passionate. Be terrified. Be insane. Be spiritual. Be a freak. Be free. Be depressed. Be loving. Be angry. Be overwhelmed. Be religious. Be old. Be lost. Be jealous. Be in recovery. Be trusting. Be unwell. Be penniless. Be peaceful. Be suicidal. Be loud. Be a fighter. Be defeated. Be humble. Be a sinner. Be confident. Be unloved. Be forgiving. Be doubtful. Be accepting. Be hopeful. Be a dreamer. Be restless. Be honest. Be funny. Be stupid. Be a follower. Be calm. Be tortured. Be still. Be aware. Be kind. Be curious. Be self-depricating. Be regretful. Be intentional. Be selfish. Be ready. Be what you are here to be. Be the best of whatever that is. Be tolerant when someone loves you. Be a believer when I tell you that you can be all of these things and still be loved. Just look at me ~

C.